it's obvious you never intended to call. i really don't understand why you have to make things awkward. all along you just had to spit whatever you felt, even if it was ugly or inadequate. whatever it was, it would have been so much more meaningful than this big balloon of lies and shit. i don't regret even a little giving you all my love and interest, i really thought from the first minute i saw you that you were magical and that you would be the one. but i was wrong. and that's rather sad, but beautiful. and it's all right too

for the first time in two months, i felt loved today. i have been so obsessed with why you broke my heart, that i almost forgot about that brand new everything that starts where you end

he loves science. she loves magic

i cannot wait forever for someone who never comes

one night, freddy and i slept together and the morning afterwards he dressed up like a sailor

after thirty months i can finally look back and feel happy with everything we had

i love watching the world wake up, just when i am about to put my head down to sleep

i'm bittersweet. the 74 bus smelt like orange chewing gum and the little school kids sang summer songs. i wish i could stop dreaming. it will break my heart

absolutely nothing right now takes me to the sky or/and throws me to the floor. no inspiration, no butterflies in my belly. absolutely no one satisfies my soul

yes, i've been brokenhearted
blue since the day you parted
why why, did i ever let you go?