tangerines and love

it's obvious you never intended to call. i really don't understand why you have to make things awkward. all along you just had to spit whatever you felt, even if it was ugly or inadequate. whatever it was, it would have been so much more meaningful than this big balloon of lies and shit. i don't regret even a little giving you all my love and interest, i really thought from the first minute i saw you that you were magical and that you would be the one. but i was wrong. and that's rather sad, but beautiful. and it's all right too